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A mother. A lover. A healer. Looking for the world that always seemed just beyond my grasp because I did not know its name.
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I am a registered nurse who was raised around very conservative Christians. I never felt any sense of love and peace during their worship. There was always a part of me leading me to special clearings in the forests, cliffs overlooking the water... These places seemed more like church to me than the cold buildings of brick which told me I was the source of all sin just because I can't pee standing up! When I first heard of Wicca I was afraid... Don't these people worship the devil? Now that I am older and wiser, I regret deeply that I did not find this sooner. Everything my instincts told me were true, I have found in Wicca. Blessed be all of you! I open myself to you with love and trust that you will help me find my place in the God-dess's regard! |

Anonymous wrote 703 Days Ago (positive) 1Thank you for your comment. My Mom's mother was the Ojiibwe, Chippewa being a white man's term. The story goes that my grandmother and her sister both married white men. They were ashamed to be Ojiibwe, they never talked about it.I was also raised Christian, to be honest, I have never met so many liars in my life since I left the church in the early 1990's. I do have some stories that would turn your hair white. Funny thing is, I have never met a Wiccan or a Pagan who ever lied to me about anything.
Later I heard from another Ojiibwe that the reason Indian women married white men was because if they did not, they were raped or killed, or both. So it was there that the shame came from. Most Tribes out here are converted to one form of organized religion or another, in my family I am the only Pagan though I began with Wicca.
I am much like my Grandmother, she knew, and saw things. Had visions. I believe that today we call it Empathy though that isn't my only gift. I remember when I was much younger, my Grandmother would tell me things that I could not understand, sort of beyond anything my mother would even tell me. When she was on her death bed, out of her seven children, I was the only one there she validated, didn't make allot of sense to me then, but it did much later.
Welcome to Witchbook, and blessed be.
CP.
0 pointsEarth_Mother wrote 705 Days Ago (positive) 1The new moon was a wonderful phase for me this month! A journey of self discovery and personal freedom undertaken with only positive results. I am sure there will be some surprises of the less than satisfying type around the corner ( these things do work in patterns). I am planning on taking these in stride and I hope the best for all of you as well!
0 pointsEarth_Mother wrote 706 Days Ago (neutral) 0These are the things I have always felt in my heart and have never found the audience to hear them. The first time I read a description of Wicca, I cried. I had found home
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