This will be my 4th attempt to get this blog written and then posted.  I have written and re-written in 3 times and lost it each time just when I was ALMOST ready to click SUBMIT.  I don't know WHAT I keep doing that bounces me clear out of the system, back to the login page, but I am praying it won't happen this time.

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I NEED TO REPEAT MY WARNING:  THERE IS BAD LANGUAGE IN HERE, AND CONCEPTS THAT ARE MEANT FOR ADULTS ONLY.....I THINK AT ONE POINT, I AM EVEN INSENSITIVE.  YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

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There are a number of things that have disturbed me greatly in the past 48 hours or so.  I will list them as best I can.

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1)  5,000 redwing blackbirds feel out of the sky and died, scientists are not certain WHAT killed them all.  When I was VERY little, night time meant visiting terrors I could not protect myself from......I would lay awake and PRAY for the redwing blackbirds to sing, then I knew daylight was coming and I would be safe again for a while.  This news story breaks my heart!!!

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2) My cable TV technician came by 2 days ago, he said there really wasn't anything wrong with my DVR, even though it refuses to respond to the remote control frequently and it takes 15 hours instead of 25 minutes to re-load the guide if it's powered off.  I have a passion vine that has been growing like a determined weed all year, it had reached the caqrport, and was starting to grow towards the neighbor's carport.  I could have driven a car into this carport, even though a couple of tendrils of the passion vine WERE hanging down, my neighbors and I had planned to put up something to support this passion vine as it crept toward the next carport......we looked forward to it getting there with joy and anticipation........the stupid stupid stupid technician pulled the passion vine down, even though it could NOT have been in his way at all!!!  I called the cable company and told them "I am a Witch, I live in a Witch's cottage, and I WILL HEX HIM INTO HELL (please keep in mind, Hel/Hell/Helle is the name of a Goddess!!!) for ruiining my plant!!! Please help me hex him into a state of knowing he does NOT know how to treat a person's garden, and put a little fear of Witches into him so he is VERY careful next time he sets foot on MY property!

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3) Sexual Harassment in the Workplace:  CNN is asking for opinions on this topic, I told them about my supervisor at a small electronics copany who would walk up behind my chair, where I was WORKING and press himself against me!!!  This excited him and put me right into the hell of remembering sexual abuse of a little girl who could not protect herself, so she waited for the birds evry morning. Please help me soothe this poor inner baby girl who could not protect herself.

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4) CNN also wants our thoughts on legalizing Pot:  I say YES!!!!  Have you EVER heard of anyone dying of an overdose of POT?????  NO, because you eat yourself into a stupor with a silly grin on your face and pass out before you can get enough THC into your system before the THC can shut down any vital brain functions.......go ask Michael Jackson........ok, I did warn you there was going to be insensitive material, this would be it........The other reason I vote YES on this topic is that the states can ALL gather lots of taxes on the POT.  Put high grade kush in the liquor stores and tax the shit out of it.  We'll have all the money necessary to support vital state services, and some things we just WANT.

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5) My dear dear dear friend Diedre is missing her familiar of 12 years, Claire, she doesn't know whether Claire is dead somewhere or living with someone esle now.  She's afraid to scry or divine at ALL because she is afraid of the answers.  I ask that you send her loving, supportive energy to get through this time, and to find another familiar she can love and work with for a VERY long time!

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6) I have been "amped up and broadcasitng panic" so badly that my kitten cannot stay in the cottage with me.  I ask that you help me find that calm knowingness that Goddess is with and within me and help me calm down so poor Pele can come back in.

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As always I thank you for reading my blog.  Talk to me People.

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